Thursday, December 22, 2011
 despite me being rude, he's still being patience towards me. how can i not love you muhammad hazli? i know you are making a rush decision cause you're mad at me. im the one who should apologise. ok, we have done our part by saying sorry. i'll try to be the girl that you wants who will spend time with you more than once a week. im sorry i cant be perfect but please dont let this love die. dont ever leave me alone again will you? just want you to know that my family, bestfriends, and YOU are my ferst priority. you know me well dont you? im not the type that will find other guys easily even if we broke up. why? because i dont think its worth it. what for searching for others when the one we have been searching/waiting for is just right in front of us. just so you know , i wont stop loving you no matter how bad we fought :')  if you were to read this, i would like to say thank you very much baby for still being patience towards me. i know you had enough of me, enough of my shits/craps all but despite all that you are still not giving up. haiss, im lost for words. its been 22 months, gg 23 months we are together. we are just 2 months away and its our 2 years anniversary. can you believe it? i myself cant. this is my ferst time i can last this long. and i never love someone so badly like this. losing you is something i really couldnt handle. it just hurts like hell, seriously. i will always pray that we wont go our separate ways again one day. just want you to know that ive never cheated on you through this 22 months. i will always be loyal to you, trust me dear. im just so lucky and proud to have you. and yesss, i will be gg to a new sch next year but that doesnt mean i will be having someone new too. i wanna end 2011 happily with you b , only you ;) even when things are not right, my feelings towards you will never ever change eventhough yours did :( please keep this in mind : i love you more than what you think <3 miss chu handsomeboy :( ; thank you Allah for everything :> |
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