Thursday, February 10, 2011
 it's 10.33pm. i should have been sleeping at this time but idk why i just can't get myself to sleep. i need a goodnight message from someone. yes, i miss those goodnight messages that makes me chuckle like you know, a mentel girl. but sometimes, when i can't get myself to sleep, i read those goodnight messages. and tada, im in lalaland already :D you know, i just miss him sooo much. yeah, very very much indeed :') i told myself to stop thinking about him and stop viewing his fb profile but this hand of mine is very very itchy. it will always click on his name, which, i used to flood his notifications saying craps and those 'i love you' thingy. and also, when we used to poke each other. damn, i miss all that! really :( dear shekyn, please please stop thinking about him k. i know one day i will, all this takes time i know. but im having difficulty. i just can't, sigh :( 5th january 2011 ; i didn't know that was the last time i get to talk and hug him :'( naah, stop it k shekyn. so ya, tmrw most probably will be gg botanic garden with twinny, tiqah & fana. yeay for that :> ok, i better get myself to sleep now. goodnight! ♥ |
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