Friday, January 21, 2011
 hi. sorry my bad for not updating my blog for the past few days. im not in the mood, you guys should know why. so yeah, im still trying my best to forget about all this but i failed. but after letting out everything at haslyn, fana, wani, farahleez, haniz & sheryn, i feel a bit better. thanks a lot girls for the advice. insyaallah i can :') but seriously, somehow i miss him so so so much. and idk why that i can't stop crying everytime im thinking about him. i was thinking about her, thinking about me, thinking about us. okay stop it eh. sempat nyanyi lah pulak aku -.- but i guess i should change the 'her' to 'him' and dedicate that song to him. lol. okay seriously stop it. tomorrow is saturday and bianca asked the art students to come back to school. idk whether to go or not. i want but im so so lazy please. i want to sleep! grrr! >:( i feel like dropping art but idk whether i should or not. shoud i or should i not? i hate art please! & i tak ada confidence. i wish i could ask for his opinion 'cause you know, everytime im in doubt i will surely ask him but now not anymore :( okay enough. im afraid i should end here. goodnight love ones ♥ ; i seriously miss him so terribly, so fvcking much, so many many. i miss everything about him :'( im sorry to say but i still love him. sorry my bad :/ lots of love , shekyn ♥ |
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