Saturday, May 22, 2010
 i dont know whats wrong with you. yes, i do remembered what you told me. about wanting to see the fun side of me. do you know that i am trying to? i gave you chance and time because i knew it takes time. but still, did i see any changes in you? obviously no. you are just different from others. very, very different indeed. you promised me you will change. like what you said, for a better you. but where are you promises? its true that i kept quiet all this while because i know it may hurt you. so i buried them and let them hurt me instead. frankly speaking, i feel that you did not care about me. till when you want to be like this? forever? i bet no. i'm sorry if i am not good enough for you. somehow, im jealous seeing others. how i wish if you were like one of them that knows how to treat others well. i dont know what else to say. can i end all this? im just sick and tired of all this. no one understand me well indeed. whatever it is, i still love you. ; all those words ain't true ); |
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